I leave a party early

When I leave a party, I am going to Health Service. After that, I am going to library to print out that I write on the blogger. I need to bring something about my writing to Writing Center. When I show my writing, I have a lot mistakes. Also, I have to read out loud, so my professor can heart my written. He tells that I read right order or grammar, but on my paper is wrong. I don't know how can I explain it. I know what he says to me. Sometimes it is easy to say, but it is hard to write on the paper. When I leave from Writing Center, I walk to parking line. I stay in my car for an hour and read some paper. My eyes are tired and then I full sleep in my car. I open my car window a little and I luck my car door. Most 4 clock I wake up and I am going to library again. I want to study my reading. Tonight, I have to continue to study. I have to read my writing over again. I have to my writing test and my placement test. Now, I have to go to home. It is 5:30pm.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, we have a party for all LIN program students and teachers. I will go to party after that I will go to Writing Center. I hope professor will not cancel again. Also, I plan to go to Library little bit. I am going to study some of reading and listening that my teacher send for us. I think it better way to stay quiet place. And I have to concentrate to study.If I stay at home to study English, I will full sleep However that day I don't have to work. I only have old job and I work three days a week. Hope everybody have fun during the party.

Now I only have one work the new job. They don't need me now.

Now, I don't have to new work because they ask me to do something for them. I am done of my work that they prefer me to work on. They don't need me anymore. After that I have to find another job. I can without job because I have to pay for my new car. Today, I don't have work and I am going to look for job near by my house. Anyway, I have to pass my placement test first. I should think to much for now on. I do think a lot things in my head. That's why I'm looking old lady.

On Friday and Mother's Day

On Friday I went to Writing Center and my professor was cancel. I didn't know that he was cancel and a lady told me he did call my home phone number. My aunt should tell me, she would pick up phone. She stays home everyday. Maybe, she forgets to tell me. Any way I had to do something else. After that, I had to find a place to take pictures of my car they needed to send to car insurance. I was bad direction. I had to drive to find the place that I wanted to go. Around 3:30pm I drove my younger sister to work. And then I continued to find the place to take my car pictures. Finally, I got one and I finished what I had to do. I spent couple hours to drive around. When I got home, I went to take nap. I could sleep because my aunt's friend spoke very loud. And then I got out of my bed. I started to clean my car at 5:30pm and my friend's Jason helped me to clean outside of my car. I clean inside of my car. At 8:00pm everybody was eating dinner and I still cleaned my car. I cleaned my up to 9:35pm. When I finished everything I did, I ate dinner by myself. Anyway I like to eat dinner by myself. Every time waits until they finish their dinner and then I start eat my dinner.

On Sunday is Mother's Day. After work I go to buy flowers for my aunt and today outside is freeze cold and winding. I spend 30 dollar to buy flowers. I spend an hour to get the flowers. When I get home, I tell my aunt that flowers is her Mother's Day. I look her face that I feel she doesn't like it. you know what she says "The flower that I already at backyard somewhere and thank you anyway". After I feel I don't know and I feel that flowers are pretty. That's why I buy it. I go to take shower and my mine still thinking something.

I never say to my mother " Happy Mother's Day" I don't even buy flower for my mother. Now I miss my mother so much that comment my tear is out of my eyes.

I drive my car to school

Today, I drive to school and work. I drive my young sister to school. She is in NCC, too. She takes regular class. I drop my young sister first and then I drive to my class. We are in different classes. After school I drive my car to work. Also today have bad new my work place is getting fire at 3:25pm. police, firefighter, emergency come to my work place around 20 cars. However, nobody gets hurt. Everybody gets out of store. Other build also get of the office. At the street have a lot of peolpe watching. Some people take pictures at street. While I stay outside, I player bula to help that heppen will not get worst. Hope everybody will be ok. Today, I leave work early becuase the store has strong small. Nobody is going in to buy something. That's why my boss tells to me to go home. I leave at 5:00 pm. When I get home, I'm going to my room. Turn on my dotpe to see my cerdit car that how much I spend. After that I go to google search about where is Kansas bank. Now, I have to pake my young sister form work and then I have to help my other sister to pake up her eyes medication. Got need go

We have to practice writing today

My brain was empty. I couldn't event think some ideas. Think and think ... when I got idea and I didn't how to write the words that I want. I didn't know how to spell words. My God, which wrong with me. Pearl Pearl you need to wake up your brain. You can it. I have to pass this semester. Today, I don't to go work. I just call them I can't go. I feel pressured about everything I do. Anyway, I get headache and I want to relax little bit. I have to clam down my temper or mad. I hope that I have new life and happy life.

Later, I have to finish my homework and I have some times. I have to practice my reading and listening that teacher give us.

Tomorrow Someone Birthday

Tomorrow is my Birthday. My Birthday is May 2 on Sunday. I don't think I have special Birthday party. Someone will buys a cake for me. I don't want to have cake because I feel like it. Maybe I don't feel happy with them that's why I don't want them to celebrate my Birthday. Sunday I have to work while day long. I am happy with my Birthday. I have to work because my boss will give me salary. That salary is my Birthday present. ha ha ^-^ Anyway, I have to save my present because I want to get a car. I hope my dream will come true. If I get a car, I don't need sit on my uncle's car. I want he leaves me alone. I can do whatever I want. Nobody can control me. I know he cares about me, but he is too much noise. I can't stand it. Even her daughter thinks that her father is noise person. That's why I don't like to speak with him. Also, I fight with him. I don't want too fight because he always wants to speak something and he doesn't know how I feel. I tell many times that I don't want to hear it over and over. If I don't talk to him, he just tells me how his life is. He will say "I am nice to other people and other people think he does bad things". He needs to understand other people feel. Not only that I don't know how to explain it. I feel that I have to listen what he wants tell do. Almost, I have bad mood everyday. Sometimes, I feel like that I want to kill myself. I feel boring life. I have lot of work to do about school, work and my family. I want give up everything I do. I have a lot of street about it. Sometimes, I cannot concentrate on school or study something else. I want want to get a car, so I have freedom. I want to good job, so I can move out. Of course, I have thankful back to my aunt and my uncle take care me. I live with them for free rent and food.