Tomorrow Someone Birthday

Tomorrow is my Birthday. My Birthday is May 2 on Sunday. I don't think I have special Birthday party. Someone will buys a cake for me. I don't want to have cake because I feel like it. Maybe I don't feel happy with them that's why I don't want them to celebrate my Birthday. Sunday I have to work while day long. I am happy with my Birthday. I have to work because my boss will give me salary. That salary is my Birthday present. ha ha ^-^ Anyway, I have to save my present because I want to get a car. I hope my dream will come true. If I get a car, I don't need sit on my uncle's car. I want he leaves me alone. I can do whatever I want. Nobody can control me. I know he cares about me, but he is too much noise. I can't stand it. Even her daughter thinks that her father is noise person. That's why I don't like to speak with him. Also, I fight with him. I don't want too fight because he always wants to speak something and he doesn't know how I feel. I tell many times that I don't want to hear it over and over. If I don't talk to him, he just tells me how his life is. He will say "I am nice to other people and other people think he does bad things". He needs to understand other people feel. Not only that I don't know how to explain it. I feel that I have to listen what he wants tell do. Almost, I have bad mood everyday. Sometimes, I feel like that I want to kill myself. I feel boring life. I have lot of work to do about school, work and my family. I want give up everything I do. I have a lot of street about it. Sometimes, I cannot concentrate on school or study something else. I want want to get a car, so I have freedom. I want to good job, so I can move out. Of course, I have thankful back to my aunt and my uncle take care me. I live with them for free rent and food.