I miss my frends and my grandmother so much

I want to go to China to visit my friends and my family. Also, I miss my grandmother and grandfather. I hope my grandmother get better because she is getting sick. She has to nay on bed and she can not see well. My aunt has to take care of her. Sometimes, I call my aunt and my aunt tells me that my grandmother miss me so much. when I miss my grandmother, my tear will come out. I have so long that I don't see her. when I was young, I stayed close to my grandmother. I remember that when my parents want to hit me and my grandmother tried to save me. I love my grandmother so much. However, nobody could stand my parents, they didn't know how to teach children. Especially, my father,he worked hard and he easy got bad mood. After school I had to go home to cook rice and I had to do my homework. If not, he would hit me.
Anyway, I don't miss my parents much. I only miss my friends and my grandmother. I never forget them. I don't know how long that I have to wait. I have a lot of work that I have to do. Also, nobody can understand about my life. I have to support my family. It is not easy because my parents will make me more stress to do something. I'm disagree with them. That's why, I have hard time to conversation with them. Sometimes, my father says something that I don't like. After that I hand out phone and I start to cry in my bedroom. Sometimes, my father wants to make me happy and next time call him. He turn to say that I don't want to hear. What's why I can't stand him. It just like weather sometimes sunny day and sometimes windy and rain. Now, I don't even like to call my parents. I only call them when I send money for them. It is not my fail. Sometimes, he wants me to call him because he says that he misses me. I feel forget about it. I'm not relate with my parents. I think I better spend with my friend. I feel happy with my friends because we can understand to each other. For example, I tell my friends how I feel that I live in the United States. Also, I tell them what I'm doing in here. And my friends tell me about their thought.