I leave a party early

When I leave a party, I am going to Health Service. After that, I am going to library to print out that I write on the blogger. I need to bring something about my writing to Writing Center. When I show my writing, I have a lot mistakes. Also, I have to read out loud, so my professor can heart my written. He tells that I read right order or grammar, but on my paper is wrong. I don't know how can I explain it. I know what he says to me. Sometimes it is easy to say, but it is hard to write on the paper. When I leave from Writing Center, I walk to parking line. I stay in my car for an hour and read some paper. My eyes are tired and then I full sleep in my car. I open my car window a little and I luck my car door. Most 4 clock I wake up and I am going to library again. I want to study my reading. Tonight, I have to continue to study. I have to read my writing over again. I have to my writing test and my placement test. Now, I have to go to home. It is 5:30pm.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow, we have a party for all LIN program students and teachers. I will go to party after that I will go to Writing Center. I hope professor will not cancel again. Also, I plan to go to Library little bit. I am going to study some of reading and listening that my teacher send for us. I think it better way to stay quiet place. And I have to concentrate to study.If I stay at home to study English, I will full sleep However that day I don't have to work. I only have old job and I work three days a week. Hope everybody have fun during the party.

Now I only have one work the new job. They don't need me now.

Now, I don't have to new work because they ask me to do something for them. I am done of my work that they prefer me to work on. They don't need me anymore. After that I have to find another job. I can without job because I have to pay for my new car. Today, I don't have work and I am going to look for job near by my house. Anyway, I have to pass my placement test first. I should think to much for now on. I do think a lot things in my head. That's why I'm looking old lady.

On Friday and Mother's Day

On Friday I went to Writing Center and my professor was cancel. I didn't know that he was cancel and a lady told me he did call my home phone number. My aunt should tell me, she would pick up phone. She stays home everyday. Maybe, she forgets to tell me. Any way I had to do something else. After that, I had to find a place to take pictures of my car they needed to send to car insurance. I was bad direction. I had to drive to find the place that I wanted to go. Around 3:30pm I drove my younger sister to work. And then I continued to find the place to take my car pictures. Finally, I got one and I finished what I had to do. I spent couple hours to drive around. When I got home, I went to take nap. I could sleep because my aunt's friend spoke very loud. And then I got out of my bed. I started to clean my car at 5:30pm and my friend's Jason helped me to clean outside of my car. I clean inside of my car. At 8:00pm everybody was eating dinner and I still cleaned my car. I cleaned my up to 9:35pm. When I finished everything I did, I ate dinner by myself. Anyway I like to eat dinner by myself. Every time waits until they finish their dinner and then I start eat my dinner.

On Sunday is Mother's Day. After work I go to buy flowers for my aunt and today outside is freeze cold and winding. I spend 30 dollar to buy flowers. I spend an hour to get the flowers. When I get home, I tell my aunt that flowers is her Mother's Day. I look her face that I feel she doesn't like it. you know what she says "The flower that I already at backyard somewhere and thank you anyway". After I feel I don't know and I feel that flowers are pretty. That's why I buy it. I go to take shower and my mine still thinking something.

I never say to my mother " Happy Mother's Day" I don't even buy flower for my mother. Now I miss my mother so much that comment my tear is out of my eyes.

I drive my car to school

Today, I drive to school and work. I drive my young sister to school. She is in NCC, too. She takes regular class. I drop my young sister first and then I drive to my class. We are in different classes. After school I drive my car to work. Also today have bad new my work place is getting fire at 3:25pm. police, firefighter, emergency come to my work place around 20 cars. However, nobody gets hurt. Everybody gets out of store. Other build also get of the office. At the street have a lot of peolpe watching. Some people take pictures at street. While I stay outside, I player bula to help that heppen will not get worst. Hope everybody will be ok. Today, I leave work early becuase the store has strong small. Nobody is going in to buy something. That's why my boss tells to me to go home. I leave at 5:00 pm. When I get home, I'm going to my room. Turn on my dotpe to see my cerdit car that how much I spend. After that I go to google search about where is Kansas bank. Now, I have to pake my young sister form work and then I have to help my other sister to pake up her eyes medication. Got need go

We have to practice writing today

My brain was empty. I couldn't event think some ideas. Think and think ... when I got idea and I didn't how to write the words that I want. I didn't know how to spell words. My God, which wrong with me. Pearl Pearl you need to wake up your brain. You can it. I have to pass this semester. Today, I don't to go work. I just call them I can't go. I feel pressured about everything I do. Anyway, I get headache and I want to relax little bit. I have to clam down my temper or mad. I hope that I have new life and happy life.

Later, I have to finish my homework and I have some times. I have to practice my reading and listening that teacher give us.

Tomorrow Someone Birthday

Tomorrow is my Birthday. My Birthday is May 2 on Sunday. I don't think I have special Birthday party. Someone will buys a cake for me. I don't want to have cake because I feel like it. Maybe I don't feel happy with them that's why I don't want them to celebrate my Birthday. Sunday I have to work while day long. I am happy with my Birthday. I have to work because my boss will give me salary. That salary is my Birthday present. ha ha ^-^ Anyway, I have to save my present because I want to get a car. I hope my dream will come true. If I get a car, I don't need sit on my uncle's car. I want he leaves me alone. I can do whatever I want. Nobody can control me. I know he cares about me, but he is too much noise. I can't stand it. Even her daughter thinks that her father is noise person. That's why I don't like to speak with him. Also, I fight with him. I don't want too fight because he always wants to speak something and he doesn't know how I feel. I tell many times that I don't want to hear it over and over. If I don't talk to him, he just tells me how his life is. He will say "I am nice to other people and other people think he does bad things". He needs to understand other people feel. Not only that I don't know how to explain it. I feel that I have to listen what he wants tell do. Almost, I have bad mood everyday. Sometimes, I feel like that I want to kill myself. I feel boring life. I have lot of work to do about school, work and my family. I want give up everything I do. I have a lot of street about it. Sometimes, I cannot concentrate on school or study something else. I want want to get a car, so I have freedom. I want to good job, so I can move out. Of course, I have thankful back to my aunt and my uncle take care me. I live with them for free rent and food.

I went to Writing Center

I canceled my work because I wanted to spend a little for extra help. After class I went to Writing Center. I walked with my classmate Ramandeep and Ann a little bit. They went to take bus home and we were as same direction, so we walked together. After that we were going be separate. I said bye to them and they said back. I met professor that I didn't meet him before. When I finished my Writing Center, I went to take bus home. I was fall sleep on the bus. Later on I get out of bus and then I went to bank. I left bank, I walked home. When I got home, I felt tried. I wanted to take nap. Around 5:30 pm my uncle and my aunt called me to clean my uncle's car.

After work I'm going to car store

I want to buy a car and I have to spent time to for it. I do find one, but it is expensive. My aunt and my uncle ask them about can they make a little low price. They can't make the low price that we want. Of course, we will not make too low price. This time they can not deal with us. And then we go back home. My aunt has to go to her young sister's house because she wants to give something for her young sister.

A customer asked me about my E-mail

A customer likes to conversation with me. His mane is Francis. He is from China, but I don't know what part of China. He knew that I have no long to work in Chinese supermarket. After that he ask me to give him my E-mail and he gives his E-mail and cell phone. Anyway, I don't call him, but I write E-mail to him. However, I have to be careful, I will not tell him where I am live.
Tonight, My co-worker call me and she tells a customer asks her about me. He asked her that do I have boyfriend. I think, a lot of people are crazy in the world.

I went to Flushion to see doctor

I went to Flushion with my uncle, my aunt and my other sibling which mean their not my real sisters or brothers. My sibling went to psychiatrist. While I waited in outside of car. I called my mother in china. She was find and nothing happen to her. She asked me about my health and my jobs. I spoke with my mother around one half hours. Later on, I went to see my stomacher doctor. Anyway, I got worst and I had stomacher problem for half year already. And my aunt helped me to give medication for me. After that, we went to see TOYOTA car because I plan to give a car. Also, they helped me to look for a car. When I got home, I had to cook chicken meat for my dog. Also, I cooked some vetgetble and eggs that only I know how to cook. I had to clean kitchen, map table and dished.
I think, having a car is much more easy for me to go to school and work. I know to give a car will cost a lot of money. In United States doesn't have a car, it hurt to go somewhere that you want to go. Sometimes, I take a bus and I feel waste a lot of times. I will write more about why I want to give a car later

Today, I call

I think, I have to take one day off. I want to spend my time go to Writing Center. I realize that school is more important than my work. I spend my time to go school. Also, I spend a lot of money for tuition. I want to pass this semester. Sometimes, I feel that I don't full energy at class. Sometimes, I feel so tired and full sleep at class. What's why, I can not concentrate and I'm lazy to do classwork. In mine my don't even want to think anything.
At the break time, I called to Writing Center to make apartment next Friday. I think that will help me to improve my writing. I will take my work off. The only way I can do. After school my uncle drive me go to work, so I don't be rush to get to work. I am really thankful my uncle. The only thing I don't like him the way he speaks. When he speaks to me, he always make me angry. He doesn't mean, but he doesn't know how to make people feel.

On Sunday I was busy day

Two day ago, I had to work on Sunday. I worked whole day long 9:00am to 7:00pm. That day was so busy and I was only cashier. Nobody helped me to put food on the bag, so I had to do everything by myself. There were a lot of people on the line. I could do my as possible as fast. After worked my uncle came to pick up me. When I got home from work, I had to take shower. Later on, I started eat dinner with my uncle's family. When I finished eat, I had to help them to clean the dished and kitchen. I did everything that I have to do. And then I went to my bed room. I started to do my Blog, but my young brother kept call me from China. He called me three times and I had to call back to him. I asked him about something happen to the family. He told that my father wanted to speak with me. When hand out of the my young brother phone, I called my father's cell phone. My father and I spoke three half hours. That night I was so late go to bed. However, everything was good, nothing happen to my family. Again, he wanted to me keep touch him. I guess, he missed me.

I have two jobs for now

Sometimes, I feel tried and I want to take day off. I want to relax a little bit. NOW, I don't want to quit my old job because I am sure about new job how long I can work there. I'm afraid that I lost two job. That's why I have to hold my old job. I feel so stressed about my situation. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't have time go to Writing Center or Workshop. Tomorrow, I have to work in Chinese supermarket.

A few day ago I didn't have work

I had to help my uncle cooked dinner. Also, my older sister wanted to cook Spanish food. Anyway, I didn't like to cook. I only help them to clear the dishes and kitchen. Also, I help my uncle to clean vegetables and he had to cook it not me. I didn't like to cook anything. Sometimes, I would like cook some food for myself when I got hungry. They didn't to eat my cooked because the taste was not good. I was not cooker person. Sometimes, I cooked something and there was no taste on the food. One day, I cooked vegetables and I put oil, sugar and salt. I was tried to taste and there was to salt and then I put a little sugar again. I was tried taste and it was sweet. I didn't know I'm going to. Anyway, nobody going to eat it. I would eat by myself because I didn't want to waste food. I know a lot people have no food to eat and some countries there are poor. They want food, but they have hard time to get food.

On Monday, I had bussyyyy dayyyy

On Monday, I had to interview. After school, my older sister drove me there. The company name is NEW VITALITY. I had to meet there at 2:00 pm. I still had time, so we went to eat lunch. We went to Firdays restaurant. We had same order. It called Stiling chicken shrimp something like that. After we eta and my older sister wanted to wash car store. She wanted her car to be clean. When her car finished clean, it was 1:30pm. And then she drove there, I felt nervous because I had to speak with manager. I felt afraid that I didn't understand what they said. When I got there, someone bought me see manager. My manager was man. He spoke with me something about customer service. That was I'm going to so. He brought me to talk around in office and he explain me what other people do in different office. After that, he brought to meet another man's John. He was work customer service and I had to learn from him in computer. I had to practice to listen to customers by calling. I had to learn how to use computer. I had to understand what customers want. I had to know how to answer them. I spent an hour to practice. Later On, I went to see manager again to see how was going. He said that I was going good and I had experience to speak with customers. I think the base I got it, but I need to us it. However, they are hire me, I'm happy to have new job. "I guess"

Today I have to leave class a little bit early because I have something to do

My older sister is waiting for me at outside of school. Her name is Lan. She help me to look for job. Finally, she gets one for me and she bring me to see is there need someone to work there? The company is selling something by people calling. That's why they need Someone who can speak Chinese. However, next Monday I have to meet a person to treat me how to do the work. I'm not sure do they hire. After that my older sister drive to her work to have some chai food. She works at Chai restaurant. I know her owner well. This is three time I been to that restaurant. This time we have lunch and her owner doesn't take our money, so we have free lunch. When we get home,I and my aunt have to see family Doctor. Tomorrow, I have to see check out.

I went to Flushion and Chinatown by myslef

I took two hours in bus to get to Flushing. I left home at 6:50 am. First, I took N80 and then I turned to N20 to street go to Flushing. When I left home, I had to tell my aunt and my uncle where were I'm going. I had to let them know because I had to respect them. Anyway, I got Flushing and I got out of bus. I called my uncle to tell that I got in flushing. I didn't want they to worry about me. after that I went to Chinese restaurant to have breakfast. I eta soup rice. Later on, I took a car go to Chinatown. I walked around a little bit and I felt great out there. There had so many people walked at street.I felt relax and I didn't have to rush to do anything. I just took time to look around in different stores.

I miss my frends and my grandmother so much

I want to go to China to visit my friends and my family. Also, I miss my grandmother and grandfather. I hope my grandmother get better because she is getting sick. She has to nay on bed and she can not see well. My aunt has to take care of her. Sometimes, I call my aunt and my aunt tells me that my grandmother miss me so much. when I miss my grandmother, my tear will come out. I have so long that I don't see her. when I was young, I stayed close to my grandmother. I remember that when my parents want to hit me and my grandmother tried to save me. I love my grandmother so much. However, nobody could stand my parents, they didn't know how to teach children. Especially, my father,he worked hard and he easy got bad mood. After school I had to go home to cook rice and I had to do my homework. If not, he would hit me.
Anyway, I don't miss my parents much. I only miss my friends and my grandmother. I never forget them. I don't know how long that I have to wait. I have a lot of work that I have to do. Also, nobody can understand about my life. I have to support my family. It is not easy because my parents will make me more stress to do something. I'm disagree with them. That's why, I have hard time to conversation with them. Sometimes, my father says something that I don't like. After that I hand out phone and I start to cry in my bedroom. Sometimes, my father wants to make me happy and next time call him. He turn to say that I don't want to hear. What's why I can't stand him. It just like weather sometimes sunny day and sometimes windy and rain. Now, I don't even like to call my parents. I only call them when I send money for them. It is not my fail. Sometimes, he wants me to call him because he says that he misses me. I feel forget about it. I'm not relate with my parents. I think I better spend with my friend. I feel happy with my friends because we can understand to each other. For example, I tell my friends how I feel that I live in the United States. Also, I tell them what I'm doing in here. And my friends tell me about their thought.

wow today very nice day and out there sunny

I don't have work and I wake up at 9:18. I turn on my computer because I like do my homework or study at some time to listen to the music. Today, I don't plan go out. Sometimes, I feel bored to stay at home whole day long. However, I miss my friends in China; I will call them this weekend. I hope they are not forgetting me. I have so long that I don't talk to them. I remember that we had a lot of fun together. We walked to school and we were in same class.We didn't sit together and our sat is not far way. In class have 30 students. when We had break time, we went to play ground. School started at 7:00 am and at 11:00 every student went home to eat lunch and do homework if they had. Some students like to take nap. After that school started at 1:00 pm to 4:00 p.m. Also, every student had to clean class at different day. For example, after school four students had to stay after school to clean the class, if it was my turn I had to stay at school to class room. At next morning I had to go to earliest to clean again, if there were paper on the floor. I had to clean up. Also, in began the class had other student came to our class. And our classmate went to other class. Teacher only sent a person that means they had to check each other class, if did clean the class or someone found out a little peace paper on the floor and they would lose point. That's why I had to double check. I wanted lost point.
Most of time I went to my friend's house. Sometimes, they went to my house. we did homework or study together. However, we were not cheat. I felt that we always stay together. When we had free time, we hung out to other place or went to part. There had a lot people in the part and we saw some old people danced there. At that time I didn't feel alone. I miss friends so much

I have to take bus to work

yesterday, I had to work and I took a bus to work. Outsaid was raining and windly and I had to bring extra pan and umbrella. Also, I had to walk to work when I got out bus. That's why my pan going to be wet. My umbrelle most fly away. I though that was funny day. When I been there, I had to change my pan at work.

This week I don't have school, but i have to work three days a week

Today has bad Walther because it is raining out there. I don't have work, so I stay at home to do my homework. Also, I get tried and I'm fall sleep. I feel like that I sleep whole day long. When I wake up, I feel hungry and tried. I'm lazy to get out of bed to get something to eat. And then I continue do my work. I have to finish my Lab that I didn't finish on Friday. Later on I get very hungry and I want to go out buy something to eat. After that I ask my younger sister to come with me. We start to change our clothes and we have to bring umbrella with us. If not our clothes are going to be wet. We are going to America supermarket. I buy some bread, ham,hot dog and etc. I want to go to Chinese restaurant to order some food, I feel to expensive. And then I decide not go and I just eat some bread with my younger sister. When we get home, we have to put food away. I walk to my room and I back to sleep again. Most 7:00 pm. I get up and I walk downstair to clean the floor. Help my aunt to wash dishes. One day is over.

I met someone who is other classmaket in LINCC

On Friday, I went to school was early and I went to Cafeteria. I was sitting at the sofa and there was person talk to me. Her name is Mary. She is in the intermediate. She is from Haiti. She has a son two years old. Also, she showed me her class work and we read together. We had great conversation about her family and school, but I felt sorry her friends in Haitian. Everybody knew Haiti has huge Earthquake. After that, we felt interesting to see other students danced and sung their own country design.
I think it is good to have some friends. I don't know how to relate with my friends. I do have friends, but they always busy at work and school. We have hart time to speak and see each other. Sometimes, I feel alone because I have nobody to talk with. I wish I have like other people have great time with their friends. Sometimes, I'm really very want to someone, so I can feel less stress about my problems.

Second Semester and First Day with new teacher

At First day with Elaine. We had fun with her. In the class everyone had to stand up went to in the front of class. She tried to make students waked because everyone felt like sleeping in the early morning. Our teacher wanted us to pay attention, so we could focus on learning English. After that she was going to ask the questions. For example, she gave us a question "Do you like a dog", if yes they had to stand in the middle. I liked that exercise. When we finished all question, we had to go to back sit. And then we had to different class work. We worked with partner and we were going to ask each other questions. Late on we had to write a paragraph about partner information.

Good and Bad things happen to me

This week, I still have to work everyday, but I don't have time to go to Workship or Writing Center. I have to work because my co-worker goes back to China. She goes on vacation about two weeks. It is good for me to make more money. Another hand it is bad because I can not spend my time to study and relax. Now, she is back to the United States. My boss lets her to stay home relax couple days. When she comes back work, I don't have to go to work everyday. usually, I work three days a week. It is not easy work in Chinese supermarket. I'm cashier in the front of the store. I'm not only work in the front. Sometimes, I have to do other things, if there don't have customers. Sometimes, I feel stressed, when my boss watches what I'm doing. My boss worries that I charge less money. That's why, she will keep eyes on me. However, the store is going to be close as soon as possible. I have to find another job. Now, I have another stress about look for job. It is not easy to find a job. Especially this year a lot of people lost jobs. I don't know what I'm going to do.MY God Help Me.